Slow movement of my Violin Concerto#2(3) PLEASE LOOKAND LISTEN UNLIKE MUCH HERE!!!

I feel all the creature feature and scary CArlDavis and John Williams scores paid off.Now where is the string section and where is the SOLO VIOLIN during this hardly moving but quickening in vividness ,feverishness and morbidity.It took time to get these harmonies.Savor them like blood and viscera. I know trafitional harmony ,studied lots of aesthetic theory and I know this is fabulous ME MUSIC . Please tell me what you think!?Violin willcome in with celesta,bells,triangle with a 12 tone wrenching ,heartfelt melody -the kind Schoenberg metes out.! This is my dream come true.finally I am getting the soundsI WANT. I will dedicate this- my finest- to my mother. A Violin and cello concerto willcome andI willdedicate it to LEANDER KIrksey who taught me violin and made me first realize that there was math &logic behing practice and music!
What will the fast movements sound like?

I LOVE THIS>I THINK WITH BLUEBEARD IT IS AMBITIOUS AND ONE OF MY BEST SCORES>THE PIANO MUSIC IS ALWAYS BETTER.MY PIANO CONCERTO WILL BE BARBER meets Scknittke and Ustvolskaya.I WANT THIS PLAYED AT MY FUNERAL> WHAT A JOY IT IS TO MAKE MUSIC YOU L O V E ! ! ! ! ! !